In that this charismatic movement is now very important perhaps my communications from God to me might mean more to people. That is very humbling, but I won't ever claim that I asked for God, but God came to me. And given any chore that God would want was given by me with out any resistance, but complete obedience to Gods wishes. Though there have been times that God would impress me with his reality, and it would scare me that such a power could not only be real, but become active and rather assertive.

Spring is here and so is she, ready at her broken mirror, by a crashing sea, she is going back to nowhere, to herself wandering the shoreline of broken arrows, to retrace her steps to where she got lost, and found him instead. She was no longer near the big city, but it was lodged in her mind, to tower of babel remade for the dollar, and she twisted near the waves as if to tempt the dolphins, outside her sight, playing near a life boat.

Merriam-Webster https://www.merriam-webster.com › dictionary › strained What is the synonym of strained? AI Overview STRAINED Synonyms: 1 958 Similar Words & Phrases Synonyms for "strained" depend on the context, but common ones include tense, forced, unnatural, awkward, uneasy, stiff, labored, and ** artificial**, referring to something lacking ease or naturalness, like a strained smile or voice. Other synonyms, like stretching, overtaxing, or ** straining**, relate to physical exertion or injury, while words like ** constrained** or ** difficult** describe tense situations or relationships, notes Merriam-Webster and Collins Dictionary. For manner or expression (not natural) Awkward, forced, stiff, unnatural, artificial, contrived, fake, labored, stilted, pretended, phony . Example: A strained smile, a strained laugh. For emotion or situation (tense) Tense, uneasy, awkward, uncomfortable, embarrassed, uptight, on edge, keyed up . Example: A strained silence, strained relations. For physical effort (overexerted) Stretching, overexerting, overtaxing, pulling, twisting, wrenching, taxing, weakened . Example: A strained muscle.