Dreamy.

I try to live my dreams each day, though a little confusing at times. Things are ending in my life more than beginning.  Things get fairly comfortable, and the future a lot more foggy.  At least I know I don't like to hang with crowds of people.  Also I am not in any rat race, though I know people who are really busy.  I find my pride a bit hurt when I feel almost retired at my age.  If my father were alive he would say that I come from restless blood, so no need to worry about that.  Another issue being I worry to much.  Oh well.

To win or gin?

That is not the question.