Is this a publish path I am on?

Not really.  

Publication is already a done deal so now it is maybe outdated also.

Publishing is done for profit and for the Status Quo!

I am no Billy Collins nor would I want to be:  a bit drab and pretensious is just as lame as the common alternate which just is louder on the yucky qualities which are not gone, but simply toned down!

I don't want my poems to be anything though.

I want my poems to connect well to my global audience and to demonstrate various unity techniques. This means the power of one.

Stone trees..

so where is this going

I must not forget

As in this one chair

The one and only chair

Least assuming in the room

I became invisible

The mood of circus here

Did not exist

It was excellent!