In that this charismatic movement is now very important perhaps my communications from God to me might mean more to people. That is very humbling, but I won't ever claim that I asked for God, but God came to me. And given any chore that God would want was given by me with out any resistance, but complete obedience to Gods wishes. Though there have been times that God would impress me with his reality, and it would scare me that such a power could not only be real, but become active and rather assertive.