by the end of this year I imagine being able to see the way things are going better. Just glad to be alive now. My grandma taught me to be a form of pessimist. Also to ask the questions that any good pessimist would ask! Assuming that this sort of pessimism is in hope of optimism. Assuming that there must be somewhere or somehow that true optimism exists. This optimism is the diamond emotion, and is considered rare. The acceptance of a reality with no possibility of optimism is hard to ensure from this perspective. So pessimistic solutions are desperate ones in which people don't think things through. A good idea is to live in a balanced state, as it may be difficult to do, difficult enough to matter.
