What am I trying to do?

I am actually trying to prevent myself from moving from where I live.  Sometimes I identify problems and some of them are hard to make positive changes to.  I do have some faith in my abilities to sort things out.

I wipe away some real tears...

Exasperated with pain

This day

This day

Still can be the best

Best day ever

Though my heart feels yanked

People still play cruel pranks

But my spirit sees good

And so I rise

Through a fog of platitudes

And being intentionally misunderstood

By cold cyber punks

I take it hard in the chest

But still I rise

Through graves of soldiers

Near sly thieves and liars

Through urban corruption

Contempt, neglect destruction

With the power of love

I rise.

OBVIOUSLY CATS CAN TELL THEY ARE BEING EXPLOITED AT CAT CAFES AND BITING AND SCRATCHING INCREASES NOT PURRING?!!

I am opposed to cat cafe for gross insensitivity to the nature of cats.  Maybe even call this animal abuse.






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