My greatest hope with my ex is her healing which was a strong underlying motive all along.

I hope you read this sweetie.

And know that I still care.

So Mark, What do you wish to do now!

Know the diamonds from the gold

And the gold from the mildew

And the mildew from the death energy.


Death energy is something I have covered in great detail.

Something the has a word that is yucky I won't say, but it's opposite made up word is a good one

VIOLLESSA

Within the word contains other words which it is based on which I list in no important order:

Violin
Vitality
Virility
Victory
Valor
Voter
Vast
Virtue

It's negatives

Vanity
Vile
Void
Vice


Ultimately the main concept is life in the face of decay and destruction

It is where the word happy really originated in my opinion

Which hides behind what seems like a meaningless word.


Happiness is in some ways the absence of sorrow

It happens often in the absence of all sorts of negatives

It just happens on its own as a result

It is my opinion that we need some kind of operative intelligence as well

Such an elusive force that happiness is!


No complaints, no hate, adoring heart full of loving kindness is real. In adoration all is good.

What battle am I fight for if any?

I am fighting to be a chicken with super powers.

The very good dinner last night was the blast of flavor at last.

I missed a day in my committed way

And life goes on

My journey is just beginning

No criticism or complaints today

All is very groovy

All is groovy

As I drink a cup of coffee

And looking out the window

Blue sky's are forming

Life is happening

Finally again

Women are here

But I don't feel them yet

And they aren't feeling me

Yet.