For me actual love is a mystery.

Something like a quasar or black hole.

What does it mean if I say the earth is composed of earth,

And that on earth are humans that have a strange liking for extremely cute puppies and mint chip ice cream.

Caring about people gets more challenging as I get older,

And discover the takers, and ill mannered, then I meet a real nice puppy.  I say we let the puppies inherit the earth.

I think we need more crazy random cow sex on the internet,

Also more butterfly genitalia and more piles of random food to gaze into.

Curious.

Reality in my mind has two thoughts.  It is here and it is not here.  So how can something be here and not here at the same time?  That is not a sane question so I don't have an answer.  You can say the universe was not designed in a way that is sane to human beings.  That does not mean the universe is insane.  It does mean that our intelligence does not apply to everything about it.  All I know about this is that the mystery creates a complexity which can only be grasped intuitively.  I see as I see with my eyes though, and my sense of the mystery may be a bit different than yours as true with everyone.  If you are lucky perhaps you have no sense of mystery around you, maybe.

Sneaky People don't have enough wool these days.

I can see what you are doing.

Oh well,

It's hard to fool people all the time you know, and then people learn, and figure stuff out.  Yet tricks keep coming and so what?

I am still rooting for a better world,

Do you also feel strongly about that?

I see no changes in my reactions sometimes,

Is this the free will issue in my face?

The theoretical physics world is hurting.

That is why I heard creepy sarcasm.  It looks like English lit acadamia is my friend, and theoritical physics is unfriendly.  How I discussed anything is the interest my site gets from people with PHD's.  I have known this for at least five years.  Yes I consider that a great compliment.

The future.

I see that people are making big plans, but far too few minor plans.  People get defined by their loyalties in forms of repetitive actions.  It is a potatoe and some steak they are eating rather than having a larger buffet.  And that is evident often soon after someone opens their mouth, how fast is so fast that it can be tricky.  Yet if a person says they exaggerate a lot it would be wise to believe them.

My recent thinking might sound slightly strange I admit.

Just give them some thought please.  I am making a pointy statement.  That black holes might point something out is more the point.  If this is a kind of hologram we live in that is not ruining my life, but in fact helps explain my high defintion tv better in some way, and tells me that the world is more magical, not less, and what I think and feel must be even more central then I ever realized before, since a hologram is not that weighty, but how light it can be is the question if it is not to depress us.