Curious.

Reality in my mind has two thoughts.  It is here and it is not here.  So how can something be here and not here at the same time?  That is not a sane question so I don't have an answer.  You can say the universe was not designed in a way that is sane to human beings.  That does not mean the universe is insane.  It does mean that our intelligence does not apply to everything about it.  All I know about this is that the mystery creates a complexity which can only be grasped intuitively.  I see as I see with my eyes though, and my sense of the mystery may be a bit different than yours as true with everyone.  If you are lucky perhaps you have no sense of mystery around you, maybe.