Why did I theorize two big bangs? There must have been 4-5 reasons floating around in my head. It feels correct is one of them.

Little birds saved my life.

The cosmic song.

No sane person can say that death and destruction is the preferred story of human life. If we are that savage than fight these wars and conspire to do harm. It will end badly that way.

What does science mean to me? It is extremely interesting. Of all the topics I like it most. As I learn more about humans, I wonder. How horrible is that fate, and can that change. But science exists outside of the human landscape. I am glad it does.