So Smarco what is the weirdest thing I believe?

I think we need to engage with science, math, and creativity more.


When I say more it is like this.

I have said: "I am doing the best job I can"

True me says:

That is total bullshit

Now do better!!!

My thoughtgasm today is:

Yes we appear to have gone into the looking glass window of technology with all body partsand now are facing how we feel about that when some expectations have failed.  Each of us enter a different other reality to some important degree.  The internal motivations can turn into unhealthy activities or the miracles of chips.

When it comes to children's books:

Adults deserve more and so do kids!!

Adults who want a healthy alternative to most adult novels.

Kids that want books that respect their intelligence and still be children's literature.

Art is not about you or it shouldn't be..

It's about the artist within yourself.

I wonder if I have ever met that artist within myself,

Even though he/she is my best friend.

I tend to feel honored to know such a person,

But he/she is unlike me in many ways.

There's a married woman gaming me online for my affections.

But gives nothing, not even a phone call.

There is a way...

It is in the ability to look farther ahead than just one or two months. 

I have made some decisions in my life, and regret few of them.

Here are some brand new possibilities:


Look into the future of moving to new places and not sure when..

Attempt a mega publication that sells like donuts..

Stay journalistic..

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