This time has been fairly scary due to the growth of trolling with advanced skills and technology. The world was changing fast and that had to be accepted which I have now. I understand nostalgia will not help much. Also being Jewish and wanting a more fair and just world is unsafe. Strange how the troubles I had turned into super lemonade as if by magic. I met some high profile people online as a little guy, so confusing yet accepted eventually. My interest in poetry and physics actually made it into a bigger place! As I used the internet the reality of the world became smaller as a place to invest my time and energy. I saw the great recession fade into some prosperity in the Bay Area. People today seem a bit lost. I know I am. I believe that we are doing better than any country in the world. I can see our sports teams here have a fanaticism to them. I can see the progress being slowly made here. It also seems I have progressed myself, especially with my blogs. I have some kind of loyal following, (I hope they are good people). I just hope Americans smile more often.
