Am I a physicist? In some ways yes I am. If finding things out, figuring things out, and learning exciting stuff in physics matters then I am part of club that should include everyone. I cant stop wanting more, discovery is obsessive in a beautiful longing to touch deeper into mysteries of the cosmos. Somehow I can feel like nothing and everthing all at once. The love of science then is incurable, and has no remedy that I know of, not even religion. Gazing yp at the stars on a dark winter night removes me from this pale blue dot and allows my imagination to believe in things impossible. Love affairs that would melt entire romance novel bookstores, and the arrival of an exploding green star. An opportunity for a lasting peace on earth and joy to all.


 


 

Giving up on my long fight online. The man who inspired me might be right that only offline can the evils of the internet be brought down significantly.

I owe this man for his kindness and open mindedness.


 

How I feel about adrogyny: It is more mental then sexual. My mind can oscillate widely. When I speak I am not always understood. I think its related to me being ambidextrous.


 

Sholom♡


 


 

Heal the world. Tikkun Olam.