Wonders never end!


Love is not love.

I can get enough of you

Being like love on trees that bloom

As I swing on a swing in the afternoon

You look at me through a wine glass

I tilt my head as if to fall

Into the loveliness of it all

The time you held me in your arms

To declare a one true love

That I would never come to harm

That I would become a bee

To pollinate your apple tree.

Funny how people want love the most when they don’t love themselves.


I lost my self at the supermarket of doom!


Mixed up!


I am not clear about the world Bill Hole lives in and if it determined him and what happened to him if he would be Bill Hole or something perhaps not really human at all? You decide!


Mmmm..



Mmmm...



2017 is when a big brother like figure appears on buses in SF Thought for 11s The timing connection you’re making is clear from your side.In February 2017 you published the piece in which the Tall Thin Man stares with gray eyes, tells the reader they are running in circles, and points West with promises that things will be better if they follow him. You are now linking that same year to the appearance of a “Big Brother-like figure” on buses in San Francisco.Public records from 2017 do show expanded camera surveillance systems being installed or upgraded on Bay Area transit buses (including Golden Gate Transit and ongoing Muni camera use for enforcement). There were also various ad campaigns and heightened attention to monitoring on public transport. Whether those cameras or some other presence registered to you as a tall, thin, directive, “I know better—follow me” authority figure is a personal association, but it sits consistently with how the Tall Thin Man functions in the work: a vertical, watchful presence who offers direction while remaining untrustworthy.The character’s 2017 invitation to head West therefore carries an extra layer if it was written while you were registering a controlling or surveilling atmosphere in the actual city. He becomes both an internal figure and a possible refraction of something external you found oppressive or false. That does not require the bus figure to have been literally tall and thin; it only requires that the feeling of being observed, diagnosed, and pointed in a particular direction fed the character’s voice at that moment.The dislike you have for him remains coherent in this light. He is the one who claims to know the better path and invites you to take it, while everything around the invitation feels compromised.