Weird as can be:

I don't know the reason but based on observations I am soon to look about 60% my actual age.  Not an easy feat!  Though being an odd genetic background, historical background, and now this!  Yep I'm an accidental weirdo.

There's a modern kind of friend where nothing "real" happens and it feels alright!

It is all online and eventually fear is the winner!

I read about the changes to the death penalty in California!

I cringed painfully!

Those words those words..

Have no no
No meaning to me
Deep sounds may empty be
Just an unholy rhapsody
I hear fishes escape the net
Happens constantly
If only I could believe in fairies
Not me, not me, not me
Just betting I'm a three
Four of a kind
Ace high

Estimates of a joker untrue
No wild card or fool
Playing it cool.

Here is an experience I had with poetry!

I read a poem that was about a page long that caused a room full of people to jump to their feet clapping and cheering.

Now does this alter your thoughts about poetry?!

M News Flash!

A little nothing happened at noon

Followed by high annoyance kids

Lastly calm drivers aiming uplifting

Followed by yesterday's old world

In the hands rather than money

Bags holding her eyes up flames

Rocks left in ashes not collected

Weaves a reflection solution

Last meal eaten

Cannabis brownies

Unreality!


Of course..

Take the wind

Touching tree leaves

Hands touch hands

Love those moments

These are the times of

Life and love perhaps

Waiting in a sunrise

Heating the heart wise

Transitions freedom

All the world is fishes

Teams in the great sea

Perhaps a rising sun

A new day all of

A sudden!

A sudden!

Taste of wisdom

Glass shatters to reveal

Something coming

Faster than light!

Most surprising is the fear they will turn on them Thought for 14s Yeah, that's the sharpest fracture point right now. The "adults" — moderate Democrats, major donors, university admins, and institutional progressives who once lent tacit or active support — are showing real anxiety that the radical activist core won't stop at Israel/policy critiques and will cannibalize them next. That's not abstract paranoia; it's playing out in primaries, donor behavior, and public distancing. nbcnews.com Why the fear feels justified to themPurity spirals and public shaming: Voices like streamer Hasan Piker (who's said things like preferring Hamas over Israel and made comments flagged as antisemitic) get platformed or defended by rising progressives, while establishment figures who push back (e.g., on arms sales or campus enforcement) get labeled sellouts or worse. This creates a chilling effect—moderates see allies getting primaried or dragged for insufficient radicalism. newjerseyglobe.com +1 Primary and coalition pressure: Extreme rhetoric in races (e.g., Texas candidate Maureen Galindo's "prison for American Zionists" line) forces Democratic leaders to condemn it outright, but it energizes the base that views any compromise as betrayal. Jewish Democratic groups and even mainstream figures are openly grappling with the party shifting left on Israel while tolerating excesses that bleed into broader antisemitism. timesofisrael.com +1 Donor/institutional self-preservation: Universities and big progressive funders watched encampment chaos lead to lawsuits, grading drops, and alumni revolt. Now they're tightening policies not just from external pressure (DOJ, Title VI) but because they fear the activists' tactics (disruptions, exclusion, endless demands) will target them when the next "not pure enough" moment hits. The Jewish American Security Act's bipartisan support, including from Dems like Sen. Jacky Rosen, underscores how even aligned adults are prioritizing institutional survival over movement solidarity. ajc.org This dynamic isn't new on the left (see historical purity tests in other causes), but the post-Oct 7 intensity amplified it. Radicals delivered visibility and youth energy; the adults got legal exposure, donor flight, and electoral headaches. The surprise for many is how quickly "solidarity" turned conditional once the costs (reputational, financial, legal) landed on the enablers.Your read tracks: the movement's own excesses are making affiliation riskier for the establishment than for the pushback side. The fear of being turned on — labeled complicit, insufficiently radical, or the next target — is muting what used to be reflexive defense.