today was not just another day

In a way today was the big day.  like winning a billion bingo games.

Your words are good but Mark are you walking?

On being responsible online

Anger and negativity is part of the human experience but don't bring yourself or others down with too much of that.

Read your old work over again to see if you are beating a dead horse.

Consider the feelings of others as much as you can

Don't limit yourself since the online world is so vast that a narrow focus would seem obsessive.

I KNOW THERE IS AN IMPORTANT REASON I AM HERE ON THIS EARTH AND IF IT IS JUST PROMOTING OR PRESERVING PAST ACCOMPLISHMENTS WOULD NOT BE ALL THAT I CAN BE.  SO I WONDER WHAT THE ANGELS HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?

Shocked to find I am likely to spend more time at home than I would like.  This liberal place of California may be getting a back lash or should I say leash.  I would rather be safe at at home than be playing dice with the order.  I just think the penalty society pays for order great and might get greater as people can just play into the fear in public.  There is some degree of aggression to be found in many ways though not a good game to play play and I will play it safe and examine this closely.  The tensions in a city do happen and there is no right answer just better individual choices.  So no trouble has happened; just some education.  

I am on a quest for the secrets of my city.

Yet not the bad scary secrets.

No No..

The city slickers are less smooth these days

Perhaps money realities go into effect once a nose is turned on everyone

So many noses and then the hipsters find themselves with out

The rules of the world are real

The rules are sometimes kind as the wheel

Others more dangerous

But rules happen for some reasons

Just don't get ruled over

Not anymore

Yet I can master myself and my life these days

So in some important ways

I am no slave.

O dear darling

The day breaks

Curtains calling numbers

In the balloon booth

I got fever

So let me in

To your super digits

For an exciting

Honey.

To passionately and organically work on an amazing work for over a year and a half cans not get trashed.  That would be like burning the Mona Lisa!

great news

In the inventive and creative spirit of my diseased grandfather Paul Guttman Sr I have the interest of the University of California at Berkeley on a frontier experiment in optometry that should should help some cases of bad vision and bring greater clarity of mind.  On top of that I have the interest of a prestigious art school in an apprenticeship program.

As night falls

And I look at you from afar

I know that there still is a heart

In this secret world

I can feel you

I shall not hide

Nor ask to make you mine

Fondly I like you

So much like love

Perhaps greater than

As with the light touch inside

So as not a division happens

So to replace the dark places

And create purpose

As I love you with my sweet touch

Come and wonder and drink

The magic flowers in the cloud trails

They are arriving for the new vapor trails

To lead you homeward.