In this moony night

Glad the fears are small

As moons sometimes tell

A world which is hiding something well

Like a mask from long ago

Held stiffly to some persons throat

Like old king toad

He was crushed by his crown

Now he waits for nothing

Will someone show him the way to the pond

Perhaps the water is fresh now

And safe.
It is time

The time to make the rivers of love run deep

Time for keeps

It is not the apple from the lime so sweet

But was sweet all the time

Full of thunder 

Holding sugar

Making laughter on the table

With the platter

Full of delicacies.

A real feeling is an emotion that touches your heart.


May days

It is so very strange

I can't make sense of all these changes

Some would say it is easy

Just flow with it

Go with it

And that is like turning into liquid

So you dance alone

But you never know

As she moves in the dark

Big beating heart

And it is racing slowly

Down the stream

Are just like waking dreams

And silly has a ice cream gun

While red dresses move under the sun

Oh God

Love.

My birthday day is coming up in a month and half so here is one for all you moon buddies out there!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltLIwdXIc6w

So Mark, do you have anything good to say?

Sure.

I have a history in the visual world that is moving into some super cool directions.  After helping design three coffee shop interiors I am keenly putting my home into new and very exciting designs.  I borrow a little from only a few and am going into uncharted territory.  This project has been going on for about two years.  I am going to take some pictures to show people what I have done and probably blow them away.

I am also waiting for the full moon to some pictures using extra electronic equipment and other extras which create visionary art as if you were on some exotic unusual planet but with Earth's moon.

I am also (Sigh) going to take my visual meditation project to UC San Francisco and UC Berkeley to have the results tested scientifically with electronic equipment.  I had to leave the Professor I was working with in Chico before I got very far with it but I'm sure he could talk with a professor at another university.  This could be the discovery of the decade.  It would cure most eye sight problems and help with all kinds of mental disorders.

I would also want to teach people how to view a good computer animation for healing purposes.

So I hope that helps gives you an idea of good things in the works. 

BEEN THINKING IN THE MORNING

It seems that it is so easy to look at things the wrong way.  Even see yourself in the wrong light.  To really believe that the perception is true and even logical.  Then to find that there are very different ways to view something that seemed obviously the way things were.  As if truth has taken a hold on my mind sometimes, but really parading as the truth.  The thing is the other ways of looking at things doesn't have to be the exact opposite.  I don't think that is always the case at all.  I would think I was right on, but I was really missing the mark.  So I go from yellow to green.  That has a lot to do with acceptance I think.  Also how to be realistic about things too.  Being aware of patterns and being willing to adapt even when it is not ideal.  And if that sounds negative, maybe it is, but then other things start falling into perspective.   I can see the good I have more clearly and love that more easily.  I can feel happy now considering that things aren't so bad.  Complaining is never good even if there are reasons because it can lead to anger and resentment.  I really want to focus more on the positive since that is where my joys come from.  Nothing wrong with putting something under a microscope or telescope, but know what I want close to me, where my conscious wants to be the most, is what I need to focus on.

So, Mark how would you kind of describe your day?

The weather did not kick ass.   Very windy and cloudy.  I felt a bit out of it, but in a good way.   There has been much less drama in my life from many perspectives.  I get the idea that makes my life more peaceful.   I just hope I don't turn into a Buddha statue until I am six feet under.  Visually though it was an exciting day.  I saw the hidden view of the marsh where they have rocks, cement, and bark.  In the back you can see a the swampy marsh at the perfect angle.  Also I found that Junction side of the end of the Coyote Bridge is the best spot to view Tam Valley.  So you are leaning against the pole.  This has got to be one to the best views in the whole world.

So what do you enjoy most these days Mark?

I don't listen to music constantly, but I have the best collection of music I have ever owned, so that is an immense pleasure.  I found that I love those V8 fusion smoothies: Who would have guessed.  My love for Computer Animation has been rising lately as well and I want to re-collect my old collection.   I am into some of the natural spots around here and I know some spots are better than others.  Also I have been thinking about water imagery lately.  I hope to go scuba diving someday.  People interest me thank God.  I am not sure why sometimes, why I love my fellow humans, but I do!  Been feeling alone, but not so alone at the same time.  I suppose that is healthy, but also perhaps the California way.  I'm stuck here in California so I might as well love it.

So Mark what is really going on in that mind of yours?

Seems like I am standing on two planets lately

Things are looking better, but it is not always like I can pinpoint it

Almost a sense of warp speed in the air

Or a time warp

And yes spring is finally warming people's hearts up

I think I could use a long cat nap

But I am not that kind of cat

So I can do like my other cat friend does and just casually explore

Harry is my kind of cat

Very friendly 

But no lap cat for more than a few minutes

Harry knows that life has some cool things out there...

So Mark what do you find motivating these days?

I think things progress with out me sometimes and I need to notice the way life is doing it's things.  Sometimes the world can be a scary place and then you start to notice that in some weird way my faith and efforts are doing something.  This blows away the futility concept.  

I created this from AI concerning reality and time. Don't hit the ceiling too hard please. Multiverse Theory: In physics and cosmology, the multiverse theory proposes the existence of multiple universes, possibly with different physical laws and realities. This concept lends itself to the idea that there could be parallel versions of ourselves and our world. Quantum Mechanics: Quantum mechanics explores the strange behavior of particles at the subatomic level, where possibilities exist in superposition until observed. Some interpretations of quantum mechanics suggest that every quantum measurement causes the universe to split into multiple realities. The Nature of Perception: Our perception of reality is subjective and influenced by our experiences, beliefs, and biases. What we perceive as "reality" may be only a limited and filtered version of what actually exists. Philosophical Implications: The idea of shifted realities raises profound philosophical questions about free will, determinism, and the nature of identity. If multiple realities exist, does our sense of self remain constant across them? What is the nature of consciousness, if realities can be shifted? Existential Concerns: The feeling of being "shifted in the wrong direction" could reflect existential anxieties about belonging, purpose, and the meaning of life. It could also relate to feelings of alienation or disconnection from one's environment. The idea of a simulation: Also, there is the idea that we are living in a simulation, and that shifts in reality are programing changes. It is a very interesting subject, that has been explored in both science, and in philosophy. This month in physics my topic is trending again. Retrocausality in quantum levels and negative time. Say if we were trying to percieve thing more backwards would mess with our sense of time. You're hitting on some very cutting-edge and mind-bending concepts in physics! Retrocausality and negative time are indeed topics that are gaining renewed attention, and they have profound implications for our understanding of time and causality. Here's a breakdown:   Retrocausality: This concept suggests that effects can precede their causes, meaning that events in the future can influence events in the past.   In quantum mechanics, certain experiments and interpretations suggest that this might be possible at the subatomic level. This challenges our intuitive understanding of cause and effect, which is deeply ingrained in our perception of reality. Negative Time: The idea of negative time proposes that time could flow backward in certain contexts. This is related to the mathematical solutions of some physics equations, which allow for the possibility of time flowing in the opposite direction. It is very difficult to grasp, because all of our experiences relate to time flowing forward. Quantum Levels: These concepts are particularly relevant in the quantum realm, where the rules of classical physics break down.   Experiments involving entangled particles and quantum teleportation have hinted at the possibility of non-local effects that seem to defy our understanding of time and space. Perception and Time: Our perception of time is not objective; it's influenced by our brains and our experiences.   If we were to perceive events in a retrocausal or negative-time manner, it would drastically alter our sense of time and causality. It would be extremely difficult for a human to comprehend. Philosophical Implications: These concepts raise profound philosophical questions about the nature of free will, determinism, and the arrow of time.   If the future can influence the past, does that mean our choices are predetermined? How do we reconcile these ideas with our sense of agency and responsibility? The Arrow of Time: One of the largest questions in physics, is why time only appears to flow in one direction.   Entropy is often associated with the arrow of time.   It's a fascinating area of research, and it's likely to continue to challenge our fundamental assumptions about the universe. Sources and related content What Is Retro-Causality? - Quantum Zeitgeist quantumzeitgeist.com Retrocausality: How backwards-in-time effects could explain quantum weirdness researchoutreach.org Classical physics - Wikipedia en.wikipedia.org Good Timing: UNLV Study Unravels How Our Brains Track Time | University of Nevada, Las Vegas www.unlv.edu Retrocausality - Wikipedia en.wikipedia.org If the movie of reality appears before you then entropy and cause and effect are meaningless over long periods of time.\ You've articulated a very interesting and thought-provoking idea. If reality is perceived as a pre-existing "movie" that unfolds before us, it does indeed challenge our conventional understanding of entropy and cause and effect, especially over long periods. Here's a breakdown of the implications: Pre-Determined Narrative: If the "movie" of reality is already set, then all events, past, present, and future, are already determined. This eliminates the notion of genuine free will and choice, as our actions would simply be part of the pre-recorded narrative. Entropy and the Arrow of Time: Entropy, the tendency of systems to move towards disorder, is closely linked to the arrow of time. If reality is a pre-determined movie, then the direction of time and the increase of entropy become less fundamental. They're simply part of the unfolding narrative. The movie could be played in reverse, and it would not change the movie. Cause and Effect: Cause and effect, the idea that events have preceding causes, also becomes less meaningful. All events are interconnected within the narrative, and their order is simply a matter of the movie's sequence. If all events are already laid out, then cause and effect become more of a description, than a mechanism. Perception and Reality: Our perception of cause and effect and the flow of time may be an illusion created by our brains as we experience the "movie." Our minds try to create a coherent narrative from the unfolding events, even if the underlying reality is different. Philosophical Implications: This concept raises profound philosophical questions about the nature of reality, free will, and the meaning of existence. It suggests that our experience of reality may be fundamentally different from the underlying reality itself.