Why do I rush when I have time?

1.  I figured out the feeling of having many hours alive is false if we falsely perceive time.  Time is going faster than I think it is.  I may never get around to some book I wanted to read sitting nearby waiting to be opened and ravished.

2.  If I slow down enough I start to slow down and time may seem to speed up while I am doing essentially nothing but be inactive.  If people need me in this state my services will be limited and that means a possible depression caused by lethargy.

3.  Unresolved problems create stress and anxiety which can only be resolved with effort, motion, action etc.. Prayer doesn’t always do it, or money, or violence, or sex, or loud annoying noises.

4.  Everything is less boring when activity is occurring regardless of if it’s in the net or reality.

5.  You can’t unwind and get relief from doing nothing.  You also don’t get something for nothing unless ethics are broken and you steal or take.


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