In other words it is possible that I exist to tell Bill Hole's story. A character that I have wanted to kill at least twice. This is truly weird.

Do I have a religion? Every time I get a religious belief I eventually destroy it. People want conviction in order to feel safe. I can't understand that because the human world is so obviously in history full of insecurity even if it is imagined. And what stories then we create is perhaps the main reason.

Lets get the message.

Here is a sample of something.

In some ways the garden of Eden is a comforting myth. No such place of perfection can exist on the planet despite what the JW people say. I know from my friendship with what remains of the California Indians. Many white people believe they lived in harmony with nature. This secret is not to be said, but forgive me if I must share, "It was a highly disiplined life full of daily challenge and study of nature for survival.