In other words it is possible that I exist to tell Bill Hole's story. A character that I have wanted to kill at least twice. This is truly weird.

Do I have a religion? Every time I get a religious belief I eventually destroy it. People want conviction in order to feel safe. I can't understand that because the human world is so obviously in history full of insecurity even if it is imagined. And what stories then we create is perhaps the main reason.

Lets get the message.

Here is a sample of something.

In some ways the garden of Eden is a comforting myth. No such place of perfection can exist on the planet despite what the JW people say. I know from my friendship with what remains of the California Indians. Many white people believe they lived in harmony with nature. This secret is not to be said, but forgive me if I must share, "It was a highly disiplined life full of daily challenge and study of nature for survival.

The difference is being adapted for long periods to very bad conditions to starting to adapt to fairly bad conditions. In all fairness humans may have mastered the planet to some degree, but the planet is not perfectly suited for humans regardless of how central human's feel. (Was challenged by Galileo to cause imprisonment). There are many other animals the earth likes more then us. Get over it, life isn't super easy being human. Tecknology can't even perform enough comfort, safety, and convenience for that to happen. Dreams are good, but not algorithm nightmares.

So the pandemic recession was in some ways a good thing? Yep.

Since 2020 has anything really different happened from my point of view. I live in the bay area and see the outer world from here. Much like an earth quake different areas were hit hard or not very hard. In less hard hit areas the question is was it better in 2019? The answer is likely NO! Finally the question can be answered.

I believe that now can be fog or storm, with little in between.

I have a lot of stuff floating around in my head, but not any interesting story. Enjoy the points of love, perhaps not everywhere!

I'm not sure what I want to use the computer for, not half baked thoughts, not. If I influence, then what? Perhaps I need to report back later!